ok it's a really long story...and dont worry tuna, andrea, kira, and joyce O: it's not about u.
ok so my friend matthew is a bitch (well was one) because he wanted to know why nicole hates him (different story) so he asked me and i said i couldn't tell him cause i didn't want her to hate me. and he was like well one person in the world would hate you anyway. and that really hurt my feelings so i freakin cried...

and then later (this happened when it was summer vacation btw) he says ok lets start over why is nicole mad at me? and i told him the same thing as last time and he was like wow what a waste of my time... so i wanted to strangle him but it was illegal to do that ._.

and then later on that convo was in my inbox (it was supposed to be for my birthday party that was a long time ago ._.) and matthew was arguing with nicole, jessica, kally, and blah blah blah...he keeps on asking nicole why are u fucking mad at me? and nicole had a lot of insults...a lot...and jessica was being really annoying and kept on saying would u guys shut up!? i mean common! IF YOU DON'T WANT TO FUCKING READ IT THEN DELETE IT YOU DUMBASS! and now i'm fucking mad at jessica but matthew apologized to me so we're ok now...i guess...

and today we are still talking about it...kinda and jessica keeps on saying this is so fucking annoying i don't care about this (i told her to stop btw) and now my friends kally and grace were doing it too! well except kally did it in a polite way ish... ._.

so i called jessica to shut up which just gave me more stress cause she really doesn't care and i talked to kally on my msn and we were talking about it...and blahhhhh happens... and so i'm still pissed off (kind of) and today i have to go to the chiro so i told her i can't eat dinner cause i still have hw and i forgot to wash the rice and cook it so i couldn't eat. and i still have a lot of stress so she told me to read a book or something and i said can't i have to do hw first and get ready for chiro. and she said well you don't have to make it sound impossible... (i didn't say this to her) and i was like WOW thanks for giving me even more fucking stress! dude when ppl say that to you when you're already stressed out, you just get more pissed.....you do not...DO NOT say that to people when they are mad...

so now i hate jessica and i'm even more stressed out. btw i don't care if u comment on this...if u fucking hate it then fine. i don't care